I'm doing okay at school. The problem is, my friends give me no respect. I try my best to treat them well but I am treated as the nerd that everyone laughs at.
Someone asked me if I like classical music. The answer is yes. If I like doing newspaper crosswords. The answer is yes. If I wear glasses. Same again. If I like school. Yes. Do I tie my tie properly? (Peanut) Yes. That makes me a nerd. I'm that stupid idiot that isn't like everyone else. Children at secondary school are like flocks of sheep. There's a leader and everyone follows. They tie their ties with big knots, they have skirts as short as possible, they keep their top button undone, they mess their hair up, everything. The boys can roam free, but with girls you're stuck in an endless cycle of mirrors, make-up and handbags.
I do all the things they don't do. I tie my tie properly, so they call it a peanut and laugh at me. I don't mess my hair up. I wear my glasses when I need to. The way they laugh at me is stupid- it's because I'm different to them.
I am enjoying secondary school, but everyone just suddenly grows up. I have not grown up so quickly, so I like things they think are stupid and babyish. I struggle to make friends. There are some people that can easily do it with no problems, but I just can't bring myself to say hello. I'm also an easy target for bullying, because I'm weak and I don't react.
This post is not to make you feel sorry for me, it's just to show that secondary school can be a tough place. Everyone looks the same, it can be difficult at first but it's not as hard for me as this post makes it seem. I am happy by myself, without friends. I've been that way more or less for the past two years. This is the way it's always been, and that's the way I like it. I can manage by myself more than some of my friends can.
Kids my age are missing the fun that they could be having, because they're too busy worrying about the way they look and whether or not they have a 'girlfriend' or 'boyfriend'.
~Smallpengi12
Someone asked me if I like classical music. The answer is yes. If I like doing newspaper crosswords. The answer is yes. If I wear glasses. Same again. If I like school. Yes. Do I tie my tie properly? (Peanut) Yes. That makes me a nerd. I'm that stupid idiot that isn't like everyone else. Children at secondary school are like flocks of sheep. There's a leader and everyone follows. They tie their ties with big knots, they have skirts as short as possible, they keep their top button undone, they mess their hair up, everything. The boys can roam free, but with girls you're stuck in an endless cycle of mirrors, make-up and handbags.
I do all the things they don't do. I tie my tie properly, so they call it a peanut and laugh at me. I don't mess my hair up. I wear my glasses when I need to. The way they laugh at me is stupid- it's because I'm different to them.
I am enjoying secondary school, but everyone just suddenly grows up. I have not grown up so quickly, so I like things they think are stupid and babyish. I struggle to make friends. There are some people that can easily do it with no problems, but I just can't bring myself to say hello. I'm also an easy target for bullying, because I'm weak and I don't react.
This post is not to make you feel sorry for me, it's just to show that secondary school can be a tough place. Everyone looks the same, it can be difficult at first but it's not as hard for me as this post makes it seem. I am happy by myself, without friends. I've been that way more or less for the past two years. This is the way it's always been, and that's the way I like it. I can manage by myself more than some of my friends can.
Kids my age are missing the fun that they could be having, because they're too busy worrying about the way they look and whether or not they have a 'girlfriend' or 'boyfriend'.
~Smallpengi12
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